Sacrificing for the future

I'm almost done with one semester. Law school? I don't love you. But, I don't hate you. I love not working and having plenty of time to lay around. But, sometimes I fell useless. What is my life's purpose? Especially here. I have always felt like my purpose has been clear, but here it does not feel like that. Sometimes I think about leaving. Especially after a night spent sitting in the lounge because my roommate has her boyfriend over. It really makes me lose perspective. I try to think about why I came and remember that this is for a purpose. And, I am thankful that I have had the opportunity to move away from home and try my hand at starting over again. I have made some good friends. I have gotten to learn new things. But, I really thought that I would love it here. And I don't. I recently went home to Nebraska and my dad asked me if I was happy. All I did was cry in response. But, is it important for me to be happy all the time? I think I can sacrifice for my future. It will be worth it in the end, right?

For Jessie

On her birthday, after some hard partying. She looks like she is going to kill me, normally she is smiling. I was not afraid of her. Her bf in the background, I don't know what he was doing. Check out her blog. She posts much more often than I do.